To go or not to go..that is the question

I came home after a long day of work yesterday and I found not 1, not 2, not 3, but 4!!! letters on my bed! Woo hoo! That made me so happy! He talked about the average day at boot camp. He made some friends and some enimes because of his position as Element Leader. (I guess a bunch of Airmen are butt-hurt over someone other than the TI's telling them what to do). He told me that if he keeps his spot as Element Leader he will be leading the Airman's Run for his flight. I have NO doubt he will keep his position. I have complete confidence in him and I couldn't be more proud of him.

In one of his letters he told me he wants me to stay with him while he is in tech school. The Air Force will normally move spouses if the training takes 20+ weeks. I want nothing more than to be with him because I can't stand being away from him any longer than I have to. However, the stupid responsible side of me is telling me to stay here, pay off bills, and save money. We don't have a lot of debt but nonetheless I want to be debt free before we move to his first duty station. Plus I want a new living room set. >=D I think what I would do is take one long weekend a month and fly up where he is and visit him. That may make the training feel short because I would be looking forward to the next time I see him. I won't discuss this with Vinson yet because I don't want him to think I don't WANT to be with him. He doesn't need this on his mind while he is finishing his training.

Today should be the offical start of week 3. I am quite proud of myself for doing well this far. 5 more weeks and a few days left to go! Woot woot! I am looking forward to his graduation more than my own.

So I never met up with that old friend yesterday. I think she is pissed due to the fact of some miscommunication. I know I told her I worked Saturday from 7am-3pm but she called me about noon telling me to come over because she had all the hair color ready. I told her I didn't get off until 3pm and I had to go home real quick to take an online test. She told me she would get back to me but never did. I guess it was for the better because on Wednesday night she called me high of roxies and it kind of pissed me off. We were good friends back in the dizzay but I feel a little uncomfortable associating myself with that stuff.

I really wish I had some monies. I really need to get my hair done like whoa. It is getting too long and too stringy. I am still shedding like crazy and I can't understand why. Since the 2nd week of moving back in with my parents I hardly have any stress on my shoulders. I am eating more but maybe not as much as I should. Sounds crazy but I never think to eat sometimes because I am so busy. I really want to make a stop at Sephora in the Florida Mall and talk to the ladies about some good concealer and foundation. I want to look really good when I see Vinson for the first time in 2 months. I may also break down and get a pedicure. I am very self-concious about my feet for reasons I will not disclose.

Well, I should go get ready for work. yayy (sarcasm)